Passion: believing in myself

Today I had passion to believe in myself...it's hard to create positive emotions for me , but I never have a problem in creating them for others. 

So then why can't I believe in me ? 

I changed the pattern of thinking for myself. I really don't know how it came about but I think it had to do with my choice of being. My state of mind. 

Taking control is something that doesn't come easy, but it's there it exist , I just need to exercise that part if my thinking. 

I can do this... I can be healed. 

Jesus can 💜💖